The walls are spinning. Nothing is on my walls, not anymore. Not the scent of your shoulder, the ring of your voice. I need you so much now.
I'm sorry. You have spoilt me. Or perhaps, my needs are of that magnitude. Its self-torturous, it is.
YOU will not get hold of me. I will not let you. I will face these memories head on, and show you. I will not fall twice.
