Sometimes I wish I knew what was going on in my head. The fact that this place seems to be the only place where my words come out exactly the way I want them to doesn't help when I can't say them anymore.
What is more? what is less? And why am I refusing to leave the comfort of my house, to go to the comfort of church? S
Something is holding me back. Either I've really no clue what, or my body has taken an instinctual move to hide it from me. Whichever it is, I'm not happy.
Would someone please just believe me on this?
