I've entered a terrifying realm.
Home has become a fearful place, and work has become my solace. At night, I sleep so that the next day can come sooner. The entire day seems to be based on that moment, 10.30pm, when I dive under the covers and pretend the world no longer exists.
10.30pm. So early. And yet, I still feel tired.
I don't know how I can talk like this, and expect everyone not to worry. I laugh.
Hah.
